Shalom ... and I thank each of you for your thoughts and comments.Yes, Isaiah, and as is very evident in the case of this young one who has written to me, all people certainly do need a relationship – beginning with reconciliation – that goes far beyond “just a book and a few writings.” And yes, I do hope to share with this individual certain experiences that bear clear witness of our Abba-Father.
Stephen: I hear you, and as you can see in my next response, I hope to discover at least a little about how this particular teenager could end up “doubting” as s/he does. And along with that, I am also trying to begin to address the matter of why the government school is “suggesting” this particular line of study in the first place, for as you have shared, we already know there are many people who are even consciously trying to get to our children while they are yet “right under our noses”, so to speak.
For the record, Larry, and even though “friend” might nevertheless be appropriate, this individual with whom I am corresponding is actually a complete stranger to me, and I am humbled by the fact that someone such as myself would now be found trying to share with a young Jew any of these things ... hence, I did not hesitate to come directly here for some advice!
Yes, it is quite natural for us to question just about everything, and as I assume you would agree, I would much rather being talking with someone who is “asking” than with any of the many who today foolishly believe they already know.
You have speculated, “If everyone could look up and see YHWH, many would obey Him based upon the obvious.”
Personally, and although I could be wrong, I doubt that, for even the sharing of one who has since been relieved with another who still suffers in the here-and-now does not always work. And remember, there are many who will yet get up from “the knee” and turn away.
Here is my next response to the one who has written:
Greetings to you again, [name removed]!
For my response, you are quite welcome, and please know you are welcomed to "go on" with your comments and questions for just as long and as much and as far as you might ever like! Yes, I do have a life "besides answering e-mails", but the only significant difference is that of venue, as my wife and I and a few others spend every moment we can trying to share with others our faith and trust in the One who created all things.
Concerning your "private Jewish day school education" ...
While yet within the sectarian religion of my childhood, I attended a secular school, and at that time, I was not even aware of any other "culture", so to speak. Since then, however, I have heard there are Jewish teens who are fluent in Hebrew, and who can discuss matters of Scripture in that native language. So then, my first questions for you would be along that kind of line:
In your previous school, were you taught Hebrew, and was much emphasis placed on Scripture/Torah? And if so, what impact would you say that kind of education has so far had upon you, or upon your life, as you presently know it? And in case you might wonder: No, I do not know Hebrew, and my own personal attempts to live rightly are today based upon what I can learn of Torah in English.
You have written:
> "I was wondering if you could share with me your religion, and how strictly do you adhere to your religion?"
From the fifth book of Moshe': "And this is the command, the statutes and the judgments which [The Almighty One] has commanded to teach you ... to keep all His statutes and His commands, which I am commanding thee, thou, and thy son, and thy son's son, all days of thy life, and so that thy days are prolonged."
Since it is at least possible that you already know more about the specifics of those "statutes and the judgments" than I do, I would simply say that my "religion", so to speak, is that of loving with my all the very One who created us, and loving others as myself ... with an emphasis on being of service to spiritual widows and orphans. And as to how strictly I adhere to that, I would share that I make a very conscious and consistent effort to keep my actual practice "up to speed" with things I either already know, or am yet being taught.
You have written:
> "It also seems that you believe there is a divine plan (if this isn't true please tell me) ..."
Yes, and although our personal perceptions of that "plan" might vary, there certainly is one.
> "... but how can a person, even if it's not you, leave their life and future in the hands of a unseen, unheard, and sometimes uncaring deity?"
Momentarily leaving aside the matter of why He at times has at least *seemed* to be "unseen, unheard, and sometimes uncaring", my answer to your question is this:
Following a little over thirty years of making my very best effort at life and its management, I came to realize I had failed completely and was actually dying ... and when some folks with similar pasts shared their common experience with calling out for help and abandoning themselves to Him, I was at least able to begin to believe He might not actually be quite so "unseen, unheard, and sometimes uncaring" as He had at times previously seemed. So then, it was for me truly a matter of life-or-death - variously mentally, emotionally, physically and, ultimately, even spiritually - that helped make it possible for me to begin to lay my own “life and future” in the very hands of the One who created us.
You have written:
> "I'm not questioning my religion because frankly I do not care, if someone asks me what religion I am I respond Jewish ..."
Personally, and if I have heard you correctly, I commend you for not denying your heritage in the face of whatever pressures might come before you.
> "I attend temple pretty regularly and even perform honours, such as reading from the torah and aliahs."
... and I would assume you learn things there, just as in your previous school.
> "But I do not know if I believe there is a higher being ..."
Rhetorically: Who, then, created all?!
However, I do not mean to press that matter. Rather, and on this thought from you ...
> "... to me at this point in time it does not matter to [me] either."
... may I simply share this?
Rejoice, O young one, in your childhood,
and let your heart gladden you in days of your youth,
and walk in the ways of your heart,
and in the sight of your eyes,
but know that for (through) all these (times),
Elohim brings [us] into right-ruling (Ecclesiastes 11:9).
In other words, I encourage you to keep doing whatever you believe is right - truth can be discovered even by acting on mere beliefs - and as you go along, keep in mind that one's own experience in life will eventually either drive or draw him or her to The Almighty Sovereign One.
You have written:
> "I have found that this project is ultimately questioning my religion and the religion of others ..."
Ah ... and here we encounter the matter over which you and I have met, as that is precisely what drew me to sign up on this particular site!
As you are continuing to discover, there are many varieties of "religion" being passed around today.
Might we first distinguish two overall categories from one another?
a) Exclusive (or "intolerant") religion, such as is the case with at least so-called "fundamental" Judaism, Islam and Christianity;
b) Inclusive (or "tolerant") religion, such as Hinduism and other Eastern philosophies, "New Age" and essentially all others ... some of which, in the final analysis, are actually quite "intolerant of intolerance", therefore actually "exclusive" and in direct conflict with their own philosophy of alleged “pluralism".
And to "compare religions" in yet another way:
a) Some religions speak of a single and sovereign "Creator";
b) Some religions do not, and even claim man is ultimately sovereign.
Rather than being too presumptuous, I would ask:
How is this project causing you to question being Jewish?
My speculation, at least in part, is that you are being encouraged toward pluralistic – allegedly “tolerant” – ideas as driven by rhetoric against any form of intolerance, exclusivity or “supreme sovereignty”.
You have written:
> "... so many people know so little about their respective religion and it seems to me wouldn't their G-d/s care."
Actually, there are many so-called "G-d/s" - the lifeless, "man-created" ones - that could not possibly care at all. And behind them, man has an adversary that is actually quite pleased with the religions of men as long as they do not acknowledge the true "Elohim".
> "Wouldn't the G-d/s do something to restore their people's faith?"
In fact, the One who created us is now doing precisely that, and I am personally convinced that is a primary reason you and I are having this very conversation.
Shabbat Shalom!
[This message has been edited by leejosepho (edited 12-04-2004).]