Hello everyone. I too feel like brother Kel, sinning without a conscience. I know the word, but I have willfully sinned over and over again. I am a disgrace to the body of Yah, for I feel I have let His people down by letting Him down. I feel as though Elohim is far away from me and does not hear me any more. I just want to come back to Him and restore to me the joy of salvation. Maybe I never knew it. My faith is weak because I have been disobedient to His word. I know that this is not the time to be far away from Yah, for I need Him now more than ever. Please pray for my deliverence from fear, lust, and lack of faith. May Yah bless all of you for this website, and your kindness for being true prayer warriors.
J

Dear Brother "J" (Son of Thundr), I've always found Psalm 51 is a very powerful prayer for deliverance from temptation in times of weakness.

PSALM 51 [O YHWH, our heavenly Father], Show me favour, O Elohim, According to Your kindness; According to the greatness of Your compassion, Blot out my transgressions. 2Wash me completely from my guilt, And cleanse me from my sin. 3For I know my transgressions, And my sin is ever before me. 4Against You, You alone, have I sinned, And done evil in Your eyes; That You might be proven right in Your words; Be clear when You judge. 5See, I was brought forth in crookedness, And in sin my mother conceived me. 6See, You have desired truth in the inward parts, And in the hidden part You make me know wisdom. 7Cleanse me with hyssop, and I am clean; Wash me, and I am whiter than snow. 8Let me hear joy and gladness, Let the bones You have crushed rejoice. 9Hide Your face from my sins, And blot out all my crookednesses. 10Create in me a clean heart, O Elohim, And renew a steadfast spirit within me. 11Do not cast me away from Your presence, And do not take Your Set-apart Spirit from me. 12Restore to me the joy of Your deliverance… - in the name of Yahushua Ha'Mashiach. So be it.

Thank you brother Richie for your kind words and prayer. May Yah keep you and our master Yeshua show you favor from the Most High.
Joseph

Here are some more from the Word, Joseph, that have helped me through those dark times. They are in no particular order. I encourage you to read and meditate on each one. It was through these words and Yahweh's grace that my joy was restored.

1 Jn.1:7,9
Heb.12:1,2, 5-11
Ph.1:6
Jn.6:37,39
Isa.54:7-10
Ps.30:4,5
2 Tim.1:12
1 Pe 1:3-5
Heb.10:12,14,17
Psa.94:12-15
Psa.107
Lam.3:1-26,31,32,40,41
Heb.7:25

Shabbat Shalom,
John

Thank you brother John. I will read those and meditate on them....
Shalom
J