Dear Polona,
I have been there too. Once you overcome from the beating you took and regain your strength in Yahweh, I have found it necessary to constantly pray for protection so it will always be there very solidly. (Matt 12:43-45)
Also, I don't know if this applies to you, but in my own experience I have had to learn to come to greater wisdom in terms of not leaving myself open; i.e., not casting pearls before swine, being wise in what I say (or especially, don't say) and avoiding contact.
You are being fire-tested. See it as an opportunity to purge out sin and heal all that needs healing in you, so you can emerge as a mighty branch that bears great fruit for the Kingdom.
At a certain point, it all broke free. Yahweh provided an extraordinary miracle in the midst of my most terrifying hour (fleeing in fear of my life from tremendously evil people). I then knew that my testing was completed and I had nothing more to fear-- ever. And a year later, I am still awestruck by the miracle that occurred. So take heart. His promises are true.
May Elohim minister to you and guide your way,
Sister Heaven Sent