In the first place you can never say that God dosn't love you because that is a lie. Maybe you feel like God dosn't love you but the truth being, God loved you from before the creation of the earth. The word says that Yeshua was planned for the cross even before the foundation of the earth was laid. He never asked us if we wanted a savior, He just loved us enough to profide for us even before we were born. Second, you have not lost your relationship with your Father, you are just having trouble connection with Him right now. You will always be His child.
Father, I pray for a strengthing of Channing and I trust you to open her spiritual eyes to see what you are doing for her right now. I claim victory for her right now in the precious name of Yeshua our Messiah. Thank you Father.
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Therefore, brothers, let it be known to you that through this man is proclaimed forgiveness of sins! Acts 13:38
May I be at my Fathers work when my Master comes.