Shalom,
I have been visiting the chat room for years (from 2003 or 2004 i would guess)
YAH has moved me away from where i lived with money for internet and I am now unable to get on chat from my library so I have been witout fellowship for almost 3 years now.
Lots have things have happened this past year and I have never felt so lost and confused. I know and believe YAH with all my heart and strength and would do anything to severe HIM. I just am finding myself unsure of the "right decision" This is frustrating because I do not want YAH to be unhappy with me but I just dont know what to do, when I think I know the answer then something comes along to make me thing the other is the the answer.
I never thought life would be so hard. I still pray to YAH morning and evening and keep HIS feast days and I will do this till the day I die.
I just hope I can find true believers of YAH to lead me in righteousness and not lead me astray.
Thanks for reading and I look forward to reading all the post in here now that I cant get on chat anymore. Praise YAH (Hal-Lal-YAH)
Shalom alechiem
Me

Shalom,

I just joined the forum today, and saw your post. Most of the time, I celebrate the Sabbath by myself. So, I understand your predicament. I think that it would be way more difficult without the internet, though. I usually pull up one of my favorite speakers or connect into an internet service. Are you like me, in that your family / friends are not like-minded? It has been quite the adjustment for my family to accept my beliefs. Anyway, if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here.

Debbie

menz, where are you basically? what state or country?

Shalom
i am down in NZ
I just pray YAH leads me, cause life is hard and I want to follow HIM!