Do you have a Ministry? yes, every moment of every day.. .. .. .. ..
but i don't always shine, my light is
too often
"hidden under a bushel basket" of mental and/or spiritual 'tiredness', community 'frustration' with locals,
exasperation with the 'over 100%' lies in the national and local news
and
exasperation and broken heart at the
lies tricking people so completely in EVERY AREA OF LIFE (medical, religious, political, scholarly/educational, commercial/marketing/sales)....
......
on the news right now the multitude of lies about mans' buildings crumbling...
a 'popular' politician and newscasters giving praise to religious roman pagans.. children deceived and singing in front of pagan shrines and exalting sheer wicked insurance companies.. legal settlements, boasting of the millions or even billions 'won' thru unimaginably unscrupulous and grossly immoral (yet praised!) lives (every day they are unimaginably and grossly evil in everything they do, even what they try to make look good and what is accepted by society)....

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"In what ways can you meet the needs of the world as well as the body of Messiah, and what needs do you have?"

I cannot meet the needs of the world as far as I know. Oh, in sheer grace I can heal the children with leukemia, and the adults with heart burn or diabetes or migraines, but if they still go on in idolatry and greed and wicked lives then what good is accomplished ???

and, in the body of Messiah Yahshua,
who lives???? -- Around me in tulsa those who say they are saved (and look like they actually believe it!) just keep on practicing ungodly daily ignoble(is that the right word?) lives.. .. .. ..
they buy and sell houses, all the while putting their own family out on the street homeless, or other persons Yhwh may want to save....
they bowl, or dance, or skate, or dine, or (big one) SHOP - spending oodles of filthy lucre whilst their neighbors hunger and thirst both for physical food and water and
even more for spiritual.

Yeshuaslave, I hear your pain. But why are you surprised at the world and the way they lie,steal,cheat and worship idols. That is what the lost do. The world is at enmity with Yahshua and those who follow Him.

I have read many of your post and hear your frustration at what you see and hear in Tulsa. But it is not your problem !I beseech you to take your eyes off the TV and news papers and put them on your Lord and Saviour Yahshua Ha'Masheiac. Please understand I am concerned for you. Lean not on your own understanding but in all your ways acknowledge Elohim.

A Brother of the Way,

Elteqay

"Yeshuaslave, I hear your pain. But why are you surprised at the world and the way they lie,steal,cheat and worship idols. That is what the lost do. The world is at enmity with Yahshua and those who follow Him. "


Shalom in Yhvh living like/with/in Yahshua.
( "not as if I have achieved" even the fullness that I can daily, ... sigh ...)
I got tired. Worn out. Exhausted. Frustrated.
Working day and night for / in the 'body' of (...........)(I thought Yahshua)
then being surprised/hurt/amazed
not that the world does lie,cheat, idols, but
being surprised that 'the body' - those who call themselves CHRISTIAN
LIES, CHEATS, STEALS,OPPRESSES THE POOR!
Those who call themselves "christian"
when I question them personally about the Scripture, they
excuse themselves from obeying Yahshua!!
Yahshua, the Only Messiah, the Only Saviour,
Who they in pride /or ignorance /or deceived
think saves them, so they think they are saved,
and they get mad or embarrassed at anyone who actually lives in Yahshua because it exposes their fallacies and their emptiness and their (all too often) greed... ... ...

Yes, I watch 'tv' - not even wanting to. But it hurt so much going to
any
religious/spiritual/prayer,bible, or worship service or meeting....
it is actually more edifying/helpful/uplifting, (more people accepting the truth about life here) AT YARD SALES!

Oh, yes, I keep seeking locally /not believers/ no, though for decades I sought in vain for followers of Yahshua, for anyone who wanted to even simply know Him and learn from Him,
I keep seeking, now, HIS WILL DAILY,
and,,,,
perhaps,,,,
someday,,,, (before He returns to Rule His Earth From Yerusalem)
yes, perhaps, Yhvh will allow me to meet JUST EVEN ONE ...
...
..
.
i knwo, i know, i know, i just might have a log in mine own eye... I have
things to learn or unlearn or be trained in or disciplined in (a lot!).. that goes back to my surprise - how hard is it to find anyone interested in abiding truly and obediently in Yahshua.....
whether/if it is misconceptions i have, false expectations, or what, i don't know.... no one seems to care more than a few moments... .. .

Yeshuaslave, the point I was making is; you will know them by their fruits. Matt.7:16-20


Elteqay

does some Scripture say in more or less words - wherever you go "... seek those who are respected in the community honoring Yhvh and honoring Scripture.. " ?

for 30 to 40 years i have searched and searched and searched, coast to coast, canada to mex(yeech! - as danagerous as communist russia!) ,
and
found no one ....
...
heard of these who may have - david wilkerson, keith green, corrie ten boom, richard wurbrand,
but didn't get to meet them
...
and miraculously in sheer grace witnessed (via literature and internet) one martyr who was so faithful in Yahshua
that the enemy counterfeited him and the books in his name to try to dissuade believers and prevent others from finding the Gospel / Truth / Life.
(notice for counter-example that the enemy does not try to counterfeit billi cracker, nor tulsa dough-boy, nor dressed-in-white hinn, nor famous world wide woman teacher on tv... )
...
..
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it seems to me unfortunate that witless lee's chruch has over-shadowed with it's corrupted leadership and literature the vital live-and-soul-saving teaching and testimony of watchman nee of china,
albeit i don't understand how he showed so truly and gloriously the abiding body of Yahshua on earth
apparently without knowing Shabbat! a true mystery to me, and i can only think/guess that Yhvh's Plan was very purposeful in this.
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(mis-spellings of the fake preachers names are intentional to avoid autoSearch engines/spiders/internet graft and corruption and lawsuits if possible)

I agree with you Yeshuaslave. Watchman Nee was a Man of YAH. Why, because Nee was totally sold out to his MASTER. That makes me think of the Parables of the Sower in Matt. and Mark. Matt.13:1-23.In v.23 YAHSHUA stated;for what is sown in good soil this is he that hears the word and understands. He indeed bears fruit and yields in one case a hundred fold, in another sixty, in someone else only 30 and maybe only 15 in some one else. YAHSHUA is the Gardener of our Heart preparing our hearts to sow deeper understanding, leading and guiding by the SPIRIT of HOLINESS into ALL the TRUTH. For my own self I can not look to the left or to the right there are way to many rabbit trails.

Elteqay

I guess that's why it's called spiritual war,,,I've experienced combat,,,it's a lonely feeling,,,,cold, hungry, tired, scared, seeing others killed and wondering why not me,,,,,we're in the same sort of situation against a much more sophisticated enemy, so in addition to all the above, we can add gratitude to our feeling of isolation,,,,Psalm 146:3

"Put not your trust in princes, Nor in the son of man, in whom there is no help," Leviticus 26:8
"Five of you will chase a hundred, and a hundred of you will chase ten thousand,,,,"

"Put not your trust in princes, Nor in the son of man, in whom there is no help," Leviticus 26:8
"Five of you will chase a hundred, and a hundred of you will chase ten thousand,,,,"

The Word of Yhvh is True.
This I saw vividly and clearly when I was 17, and totally gave myself to Him in Yahshua's Sacrifice.
I thought at once I would find others, many others,
likewise who loved Yhvh and obeyed Him and lived His Life.
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.
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..... x 1000000000
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instead, people who call on god don't even know His Name.
those who are called "chrstn" are worse busybodies than ever expected.
deceptions are everywhere - every building, every business, every chruch....
it has been exhausting checking out the "..rebbit trails.."..
only to find them all worse than dead ends....
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"I will lift up mine eyes to the hills, from whence cometh my help.. .. .. " . . . YAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday I met a man on the street who told me that 40 years ago that he was in a car wreck, hit by a drunk at 85 mph, that killed his wife and baby daughter and put him in a coma and five months in a hospital,,the only reason they didn't amputate his leg was they thought it would kill him,,,,,,he wonders why, like me, he's still around, without even a cane,,,,,he was Jewish too, and told me all about his bar mitzvah,,,,,,,I told him to call on the name of Elohim,,,,,he said, "Yes, Yahweh I know,",,,,,we'll probably meet again,,,,,,I love Jewish people!!! They are my relatives, and as I can't resist saying, "I never met a Jewish girl I didn't like!"

.... who can understand the enormity of loss ?
---
the world health org. has published that 350,000 live per day
must be
disposed of in order to one day reach the "ideal" population
on earth.
they have been putting birth prevention in the measles(et al) shots
that are
given to millions of people (often 'forced' or unwilling and always UNWITTING)
in the u.s.a., phillipines, africa, et al.
---
the dogs have produced a 10,000,000% increase in illness since 1890/1902 when they decided it would be more profitable.
---
with strict attention to every label/food/drink/fume/chemical in the house
it is possible to reduce illness to a small fraction
of what it was
in the same house
or
on average.... .. .. .. .. (sometimes).. ..
..
if your name is on a "blue card", your time is short.
if your name is on a "red card", your probably already under.
..
(actually, according to Scripture, your (everyone's) time IS SHORT. Do not delay. Turn to Yhvh at once, now, for all time, without reservation and without hesitation. And STAY in Yhvh.)

You are very very blessed if can find or already have fellowship with ekklesia MORE RARE THAN A TON OF GOLD!!!!

The only fellowship I have is with Yahshua. YAH took David to the Caves of Abdullam to teach him to be a king. I believe YAH has many of the Call Out Ones in caves(or houses around this world) that in YAHS time will come forth in power and authority to teach the true ekklesia to live in Holiness.Those that care nothing for this world and not afraid of death. Islam is coming with a sword and only those who Know Elohim will endure.


Elteqay

,,,,,,,Looks that way to me too,,,,,,,, need to take a look how Passover and Sabbath(via Pilgrims)got replaced with Easter, xmas, Egyptian symbolism, NO Protestants on the Supreme Court, and now a Latin(catholic,,voodoo) invasion of around 40 million from Mexico and the Caribbean,,,not to mention-Muslims,and still think that this is a Christian nation, unless you define Christian as pagan,,,,which I guess is what's leading me to the conclusion that the lost tribe remnants and goyim graftees are being separated from Egypt,Babylon to be reunited with repentant Jews in the holy-land,,,,,,"The SWORD of ISLAM"== http://www.vicmord.com/,,,,http://atlah.org/2011/09/15/obama-is-a-sunni-muslim/...NEWSLETTER #1 – ELUL 5767- SEPTEMBER 2006 http://www.vicmord.com/Newsletter1Elul5767Sep...

"It is said that the difference between neurotic and psychotic people is that neurotic people "dream" about castles in the air, while psychotic people "live" in castles in the air.

Adolph Hitler, I believe, was psychotic for many reasons. But for the purposes of this message, I will give only two reasons why Hitler was psychotic. Firstly, he thought he could conquer the Earth. Secondly he thought he could kill all the Jews on the face of the Earth. Both ideas represent psychoses in my opinion.

Firstly, conquering the Earth is an impossibility. Any one who thinks he can conquer the Earth is psychotic; he is living in castles in the air. Just as Hitler thought he could conquer the Earth, so, too, did Alexander the Great, the Romans, Genghis Khan, Napoleon, and Stalin. They were all psychotic, living in castles in the air. As a person who believes in God, I believe only the Lord has dominion over the Earth.

Secondly, Hitler thought he could kill all the Jews. Now, there are two types of people: Those who believe in God and those who don't. For those who believe in God, and His Bible, it is impossible to kill the Jews because God says in Jeremiah 31:25 that there will be no more Jews on the Earth when the sun, moon and stars stop shining, i.e. the end of the Earth and civilization.

But for those who don't believe in God and His Bible, about 4 billion human beings, they, too, know that the Jews have been scattered to the four corners of the Earth. If you can't conquer the Earth (1st psychosis) you can't reach all the Jews to kill them (2nd psychosis).

Now, without going into a deep investigation of Islam (which is what I have done in my first four books), I think it is fair to say that Islam wishes to conquer the Earth (Psychosis #1). Islam plans to kill every last Jew on the Earth (Psychosis #2). Up to here, this makes Islam just as psychotic as Hitler's Nazism. But then, even more so, Islam plans to kill two billion Christians which was not party of Nazism's plan.(Psychosis #3)(By the way it must be remembered by all and Moslems will never deny this that Jews and Christians together are the PEOPLE of the Book, not two peoples but one people. The only difference between Jews and Christians in the eyes of Islam is that Jews keep the Sabbath on Saturday, and Christians keep the Sabbath on Sunday. Together the Jews and Christians are called in Arabic: "Ahel al-Kitab" or People of the Book. Therefore, Moslems have a saying: We kill the Jews on Saturday and the Christians on Sunday.)

Then Islam plans to kill the pagans: The Hindus, Buddhists and Blacks. That's psychosis #4. And finally, if you tally this all up, 1.3 billion Moslems think they will get away with annihilating 5 billion non-Moslems. That's psychosis #5.

Then when they have finished off five billion non-Moslems, the Moslems will turn on each other Shiites killing Sunnis and vice-versa, Psychosis #6.

So, it would seem to me that Islam is a psychosis of killing and the annihilation of all mankind.,,,"

Yhvh be HAPPY , BLESSED FOREVER - HE IS SOVEREIGN!

..
though "So, it would seem to me that Islam is a psychosis of killing and the annihilation of all mankind.,,,"

yet islam will pass away along with all who abide in her.
..
the surprise is not about the foreign god worshipers/followers..
it is about the terrorists right here at home,
the doctors, the pastors, the teachers, the poli's, the law enfcmnt in some cases ....
not all of all of the preceding, but all of the system they are in, yes, all of the system. some of the individuals are free of the power that controls the system(s) - they may belong to Yhvh in Yahshua's Grace.

the surprise is not about the foreign god worshipers/followers..
it is about the neighbors, the city folk, the country folk
who
...
.........are lost sheep ?
.......................or are
...............................lost goats ?
multitudes and
...........multitudes and
.....................multitudes of u.s.citizens L.O.S.T.

and
so many serving the enemy wittingly or unwittingly, L.O.S.T.
..
.
can they be reached? should they be reached ? do they care or
////////////////////////////////////////////////// ..not..

can they even realize that they are dead / dying / L.O.S.T. ??
..
they party, they marry, they shop, they go to chruch, they do miracles, they ......... ......... ......... ........ don't know...........

2 Kings 19:35
"That night the angel of the LORD went out and put to death a hundred and eighty-five thousand in the Assyrian camp."

Muslimism is a cancer. But how much different is Catholicism or other nationalized religions that have slaughtered in the name of their pagan deities? USA included. Man prefers to live and die like beasts, insisting that everything is A-OK until their dying day. To wit:


"How are you? I'm fine. I'm fine/ How are you? I'm fine. I'm fine" ad nauseum

YAHSHUA said that ALL of society is {worse} than cancer. - republicans,
democrats,
bankers,
drug-dealers(pharmac/phrmk),
teachers(in grade school,
high school,
college,
vo-tecs, and worse of all in sudney skols ....), police men, military
well, actually phrmk is worst of any, according to Scripture.
...
all of the religions of mens traditions and demons - muslim, rcc, freeeemSnry, march of dimes, red cross,
theay
ALL ARE INSTEAD OF the TRUTH.. so they all fall short.totally.
..
and
that is the gist of WHY DID YAHSHUA HAVE TO DIE?? - if any of
those groups of men or demons had been able to save ONE SOUL,
then YAHSHUA would never have come to earth as a man/lamb/sacrifice.
....
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but now, but where are the martyrs 'working together' 'sharing all things in common so that NOT ONE HAS A NEED' ??????????
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p.s. ("in progress")

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