Greetings to all, I don't know where to begin. I don't know who all knows me. But I need to talk. My pain has been Great. In more then one way. I find myself on my knees crying out to Yah. I have lost my sense of direction. I don't know what to do or where to go. I love Yah very much. My desire to serve Yah is GREAT. A few weeks ago, my husband left me. He gave me a devorce. It was NOTHING that I did. We had a prison ministry. all that fell into my lap. I enjoy working on the newsletter. I just don't know what to do. The load I am carring is heavy. ziporah

Ziporah 3,

Greetings in Yahushua ha MashiYAH.

Our Master once told us HE would never give us more than we can handle.

Can you please go into a little more detail as far as the Prison Ministry. I ask this because the Ruach has been laying some thoughts in my heart about working with prisoners.

I am sorry to hear about your husband leaving, and divorcing you. We will pray you are given the Wisdom to understand this, the Strength to overcome it and the Graciousness to forgive your ex husband.

I look forward to your response.

May Abba Yahweh have mercy upon us all.

Jesse

So sorry sister,
I don't have answers but I would like to say that YAHWEH will comfort you, if only you ask Him: He will answer !
Matt.7:7; 21:22

Keep the faith sister and continue on the path that YAHWEH has laid for you.

In YAHushua's precious Name,
Shachar

It is hard for me to explain but, here goes. The ministry started for me about ten years. It started by letters from the men at one of the units. We answered the letters, and then we started going in. Over the years a Newsletter was born The Cry… From Within.

A lot of accomplishments were done, all because of YHWH. In some of the units they can keep the feast. We were going into a unit somewhere in Arkansas every Sabbath.
I feel that Yah wants this to continue so I have decided to keep it going. Yah has heard my prayer concerning who will go in and teach. I have one brother trying to get approval. Once that done we will be able to start going in. Because I am a woman I will not go in alone. I am praying that more strong brothers of the Faith would step up to the plate. I want to see the prisons all thru out the United States to have someone working them. The cry is great in the prisons. I receive letter from all over.

The goal is… that each unit in the state will be able to worship Yah, as they see fit. HalleluYah
As soon as I can get the program to work on the new computer the news letter will be back in mail boxes.

Ziporah,

I sure would love to see a copy of your newsletter.

May Abba Yahweh bless and protect you and all you are charged with.

Jesse

Ziporah,

All I can say is you are not alone. My desire is great, but I feel alone. My wife of eight years divorced me and I found out that I never really knew her. Most of our marriage was a lie. My children have been taken from me and I have been left with a mountain of debt.

It bothered me for a long time. I was depressed. This all started in April-ish 2009 and came to a head in August. She filed for divorce in January and it was finished in February. She's now remarried and having a baby in a few weeks. I share that to show it was recent and big.

A few things helped me. I still don't feel like I am where I should be, but that's how things are right now.

Past and Future do not exist except in our minds. The past is memory, and the future is imagination. They feed each other. There are many scriptural reasons and examples of why to discard them. Mind you, I'm not talking about forgetting lessons or being prepared, I'm talking about letting your emotions and thoughts get wrapped around a memory or something that you imagine.

The only thing that exists is now. The present. And it truley is a gift from Yah. So focus on what you can give thanks for and work on the things you have in front of you.

As a side note, I feel like this is a part of accelerated growth. Something we will all be going through soon.

Shalom,
Munky

send your address to mwtealadypink@yahoo.com and i will see if I could get one to you as soon as it is done.

I know what you are going through. I know the pain... way to good.

every day I wake up to a new day. I let Yah be in charge. I give Him all my pain. I just wish I had answers.

I am praying that Yah would bless me with a good husband when the time comes

Greetings in Yahushua the MessiYAH:

Ziporah,

Our prayers are with you.

Can you fax or E-mail the newsletter to me once it is completed?

Shalom,

Jesse

I could sure try. I never thought about that. Thanks.

I am to go into one of the units with a brother and his wife tomorrow. I hear we are going to baptize up to 10 men. Wow

Dear Sister Ziporah,
Whereas we all share in your pain, here is a relief. Mtt.11(28 says: Come to Me, all you who labour and are heavy burdened, and I shall give you rest. He will guide and restore you by truly believing in Him. We pray that your husband will repent, forgive, and come back soon.It is written we must forgive, order to be forgiven.
Shalom.

((Shalom my precious sis))

I am always so blessed and encouraged by your phone calls! Truly a woman of honor and integrity. Keep trusting YHWH, and know that HE too will continue to provide the needs for the men in prison. You focus on what you can do with what HE has given. Be a Ruth *hugs*

Rth 3:11 And now, my daughter, fear not; I will do to thee all that thou requirest: for all the city of my people doth know that thou art a virtuous woman.

YHWH will always do for you all that you need my sis, HE is your provider.

Love you,
talk soon, YHWH bless,
Tamar

Thank-you so much my sis. I will continue to humbly seek Yah, to guild my feet. YHWH is worthy of all praise.