Another day goes by without having fellowship with any one like minded. And then another, and another, then the mild depression starts testing you with discouraging thoughts. But then all of a sudden you see a small child smile and then everything comes back together, you know that time will eventually bring you torrents of joy from your steadfasting. HalleluYAH! Praise Yahweh, He so often brings small but powerfull doses of life at its best, to show you that He's still watching, and a real blessing is just around the corner. Some times the blessing will be like the smiling child, sometimes its a simple thing like tying a shoe without falling down! But usually its something really wonderful, like the joy that David testifies, or like some of the many blessings that Tamar brings in with her writings. I just thank my master Yahushua, and my Dear Abba Yahweh for brothers and sisters like you, and also Brother EliYah who has been a big help to me in my spiritual life. Yahweh bless each one of you and give yall crowns of life, and thanks for being there for me. I bet you didnt really know you were, didya? Well I love you I want yall to know that. Your brother in tribulation, duane