Praise YHWH! I was so comforted when YHWH revealed to me that when HE forgives, His forgiveness runs so deep, that HE also blots out the memory of it. It really is gone, as far as the east is from the west! HalleluYAH. My brother I rejoice with you in YHWH. I wanted to share this Psalm with you taken from the message version. I do not care for the word lucky so I restored it to blessed.

Psa 32:1 A David psalm. Count yourself blessed, how happy you must be-- you get a fresh start, your slate's wiped clean.
Psa 32:2 Count yourself blessed-- YHWH holds nothing against you and you're holding nothing back from him.
Psa 32:3 When I kept it all inside, my bones turned to powder, my words became daylong groans.
Psa 32:4 The pressure never let up; all the juices of my life dried up.
Psa 32:5 Then I let it all out; I said, "I'll make a clean breast of my failures to Elohim." Suddenly the pressure was gone-- my guilt dissolved, my sin disappeared.
Psa 32:6 These things add up. Every one of us needs to pray; when all hell breaks loose and the dam bursts we'll be on high ground, untouched.
Psa 32:7 YHWH's my island hideaway, keeps danger far from the shore, throws garlands of hosannas around my neck.
Psa 32:8 Let me give you some good advice; I'm looking you in the eye and giving it to you straight:
Psa 32:9 "Don't be ornery like a horse or mule that needs bit and bridle to stay on track."
Psa 32:10 Yah-defiers are always in trouble; Yah-affirmers find themselves loved every time they turn around.
Psa 32:11 Celebrate Elohim. Sing together--everyone! All you honest hearts, raise the roof!

\0/ HalleluYAH!
There are only two ways to be reminded of a forgiven past. The enemy whispering lies...and us, reliving something that in YHWH's site is dead and gone. Rejoice Achi, for YHWH's forgiveness is pure. Remember also, to forgive yourself

Love and blessings in the matchless name of our Redeemer! HalleluYAH YHWH!

Your sis,
Tamar